"hi" can really mean a lot...

wow! it's been a long time since it happened to me... hahaha! right now, my heart is just happy. i don't know, but it seems that everything is just falling into place. uhmm, career wise is different because my contract will expire on january 31, 2008. so, should i say goodbye to superferry?? i still don't know... there's still a part of me that wants to stay... but, we'll never know. me, too also don't have any idea of what might happen. so i'll just keep on praying. pray for myself and to val and donnie for our future in superferry.

this week is quite tiring because calls are pouring. as in Pouring with the capital P! i just experienced talking all day. but im surprised because i was really cool. hindi man lang uminit ulo ko. maybe the reason behind it is pink 5. =) he made me believe that having an inspiration is true and possible. hahaha! so, you ask why im like this? we did'nt see each other for 2 days, then nung nagkita kame, he came up to me and said "hi elvie, kamusta ka na?" OMG! and take note he went to my post pa! aint that sweet? =) i was suuper happy that day and para akong baliw na ngumingiti ng walang dahilan... =) actually up to this day when i think about it, it makes me smile. but the question is how long will i be like this? knowing myself it may last for a couple of months only. but if we end just friends just like renz, id still be glad anyway. speaking of renz, magka-message kame sa friendster... ok naman daw siya pa-travel travel na lang...

wow, is this real?? jonah texted me... hmmm.. ang galing! sakto, kaya pala napanaginipan ko siya kagabi. haha! i can't believe this is happening... almost everything is just falling into place talaga! medyo natatakot ako pero i should not have a doubt sa blessings na binibigay ni God. just keep the faith, keep on believing... God Bless you guys!

feelings...

i missed this place! i was so busy watching korean movies eventhough i.t blocked crunchyroll! oh ha?? "pag gusto may paraan". don't they know that? haha! i've watched she's on duty. it was action-comedy and i really enjoyed it! it was hilarious! the girl was really funny and the guy was hot! haha! im starting to love korean guys na! hehe! well, that day is feeling of laughter!

the next emotion i felt this week was pity and irritation. i just saw all the pain tetay had before she brought her second baby to the world... naks!!seriously it was really traumatic... after what happened i just don't want to have a labor... it was really painful... and i had to contain myself pa from crying as i was holding tet's hands. nakakapang-hina talaga.

irritation to the nurses, doctors and to michael. to the nurses because they are not accomodating and to the doctors, wala akong masabi sa kasungitan! saludo ako... and to michael, ever since he was introduced to us, we never liked him. why? because of so many reasons... even tetay can enumerate the reasons why... but still she can't leave him, why again?? WE DON'T KNOW!

hay... kawawa naman si kelry... tsk tsk...

happiness. because i just had a new crush! :) i'm soo happy! at first nung nagkausap kame i was uber tense! my god! but today, im ok now... medyo naiilang pa pero carry na... haha! go girl!