goodbyes...

today is the day that i'll be leaving aboitiz for re. it's so sad. i'm sad. i thought it would be just easy but i was wrong. saying goodbye to the people you worked with 5 days a week is just heartbreaking.

attack of loneliness...

i guess it's time for me to open up my feelings and admit all the things that's happening in my life that i keep on avoiding. eversince it's my attitude that if have i have problems i really don't entertain it and just deny that it exists. because i don't want problems to affect me. i want everything to be ok even if it's not. maybe that's the problem with me. a BIG problem of me. so from now on i'll begin to talk about my feelings to others and face problems for me to grow and be strong.

hay... im not feeling well. physically im very much ok and i hope healthy but emotionally, deep inside of me i'm dying of loneliness and anxiety. all i could do is to sigh. it seems that all my friends are very much happy and here i am stuck in monotony. nothing new is happening for the past 10 months. home-work-home 5 days a week. and once in a while go out with friends to watch movie and i tell you, it's very seldom. kumbaga, "madalang pa sa patak ng ulan". now i can bravely admit that my life is boring. actually, i'm really desperate of finding ways on how to make my life colorful and exciting so please help me God.

happy reunion!

my very first weekend off from work was finally given to me and i spend it with a BANG!

saturday, i met up with my college friends. though we're not complete and it turned out to be cozy because there's just 7 of us who showed up it turned out to be fun na din. marc and she are very cute together. i never thought they would end up like that. it just started as joke but they made it for real. hehe. kreng and teta never changed. the same old funny girls who give spice to every conversation. benjo, didn't came and i was really disappointed. from the time marcial texted me that benjo is in manila and would make it, i was really excited to see him. the last time i saw him was on graduation day and that's 9 months ago! imagine that?

sunday is sheng's birthday so we went to their house. the always present me and ariane will not miss it for the world! hehe! the other hs friends who came were not-not, willy, genesis, marian, wong and joy. yes, sarah joy diez came! haha! after that we went to moa and watched a movie. since heartbreak kid will start at 7:30 that's what we watched at willy's expense. hehe... *thanks you so much willy! ngayon lang naman eh...*

with the filbar's model cecille!

nahihiya ako mag-pic eh! haha!

"we're the kitty girls" Ü

Surprises!

Start the year right! buti na lang last january 1 kahit uber puyat eh on time pa din ako sa work. though para kong nakalutang all day. anyways, that's life again. kesa naman walang work diba? let's celebrate life! woohoo!

january 2, i received a surprise phone call from my tita. all along we thought na hindi siya uwi from paris pero dumating sila ng husband niya last january 1. so ayus! the next day we went to their house and i received my phone! galing! im soo happy kahit na nahihirapan ako gamitin... it's a samsung e900 model.

Fasyon!

Bakit naman bigla akong nag-segway? hehe! why not!?! =) gusto ko lang ishare ang taong nagiinfluence sakin... Heidi Klum! She's a goddess! from the time na napanood ko siya sa project runway, super like ko na agad siya! and swerte talaga ni Seal sa kanya grabe! She and Seal already have 3 children. Helene the eldest who's real father is Flavio Briatore a Formula-1 mogul. But according to Heidi, Flavio Briatore is not involved in Helene's life, and she has stated emphatically that "Seal is Helene's father." Second is Henry Günther Ademola Dashtu Samuel and Johan Riley Fyodor Taiwo Samuel. infairness to them ayaw nila ng pangalan noh? hehe... Heidi is not just a model but also an actress, host, tv producer, fashion designer and business woman. what a Superwoman!

Aren't she so hot even pregnant?