Sunday, October 14, 2007

falling out...

honestly it is not nice to wake up every morning that there is someone that you are not in good terms with and the fact that it is your friend... it hurts. i kept on saying that it doesn't affect me, well it is quite true because i don't let myself indulge to that feeling but in some way it will change things around me.

after it happened i kept on thinking if i was a bad friend. but as i try to understand everything i can say that i'm not. i was just a concerned friend trying to put things accordingly. but i was misinterpreted. she thought na pinaplastik ko siya. well, if that's what she thinks im fine with it. she has been a close minded for a long time now and i dont think that she will change.

only time and fate can tell if our friendship will be renewed. but for now it's not yet possible. i even deleted her number on my phone and i deleted her on my friendster account to cut any connections with her. but i guess it is impossible since we have the same circle friends. her friends are my friends also. and i won't give them up just for her. it may sound cruel but i won't choose her over them.

hindi masarap magkaroon ng kagalit pero kung ang paglayo ang makabubuti para sa lahat bakit hindi?

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