people come and go... so fast...

whew... it's just weird that i feel this way... im really pathetic! i can't understand myself why i'm like this. we had conversation of course. it's just plain conversation and a laugh out of that not so long talks. but still im sad that he left. i knew he won't stay that long but i didn't expect that it would be this early! my god! im going to get crazy just thinking about it! huhuhu... why is this happening??? all along i was really expecting that we could be a close friend. i felt it from the very first time i talked to him but he just vanished. it really hurts! ouch talaga! nakakapanghinayang! huhuhu... so now, i'm a desperate girl searching him in friendster and hope to add him and get his number. i don't know what's on my head that i have the guts to do that. deym!