salamat 2007!

this year was a blast! it came so fast. many things happened to me this year that i will never forget. good and bad all came that changed and helped me to grow up and learn from those things. let us look back to the year that was.

the year started when i was still a college student. i would say that it was really fantastic! i've gained so many friends and became close to people whom i never thought that id be joining in times of joyful moments. i miss my college friends so much. i miss my blockmates!

one of the highlights in the last days of being a student was when benjo introduced me to roy! haha! kinikilig pa din ako pag-naaalala ko. it was during our graduation practice when he called roy and ayun na! hihi... with matching shakehands pa. *kilig* and the story of me and roy ended there. haha! what a beautiful story noh? =)

then there came my graduation day. i was so happy of course but a bit afraid that i might not land a job rightaway. but on that very day, while i was sitting and listening to the ceremony, i got a call from staff that i'm off for training in aboitiz tomorrow. hindi ako ganun ka-happy kasi wala akong pera. hehe! and ibig sabihin lang din nun eh, wala akong pahinga. as in right after grad work agad. anyways, life's like that talaga. i just have to enjoy what i have.

during my stay here in the office, ive gained friends. true friends that is. i learned that not all people who are nice to you can be considered as real people. and i also told myself not to trust people so easy because they might stab me on my back. working in aboitiz is fun and most of the time hard. you are drained not physically but emotionally. you should be able to master the art of shifting emotions. it's not a joke. it's really tiring and nakakasawa. actually, my contract will last on january 31. sir fred told me to pass my resume in hr since my contract in the agency will already end. but im still thinking whether i should try it or not. God, pls help me with that.

kung may saya, meron din lungkot. isa na dun ang paglipat namin from makati to pasay na hanggang ngayon hindi ko at namin pa rin matanggap. sana by next year, magkaron ng blessings para naman makalipat ulet kami. isa pa sa heartaches ng 2007 ay ang pag-aaway namin ni jonah. not once, but twice! ok na kami ngayon pero hindi na rin yun maibabalik kagaya ng dati. ganun talaga.

kung maraming changes ang nangyari sa taong ito, ok man o hindi, welcome pa din. maraming salamat 2007! mmmmwah!

2008, hope na maging ok ang ibibigay mo sa aming lahat! sana sana...

happy birthday to me...!

yehey! it's time! honestly, i think that this is the best birthday i had because i received so many gifts. hehe. im a material girl talaga eh.. can't do anything about that... i think i already received the gift i asked God, the surprise! and hopefully there would be more! haha!

if you have gifts to me, don't hesitate to send it at home... i'll just be home waiting for those... hehe!

Happy Holidays! mwah! God Bless!

people come and go... so fast...

whew... it's just weird that i feel this way... im really pathetic! i can't understand myself why i'm like this. we had conversation of course. it's just plain conversation and a laugh out of that not so long talks. but still im sad that he left. i knew he won't stay that long but i didn't expect that it would be this early! my god! im going to get crazy just thinking about it! huhuhu... why is this happening??? all along i was really expecting that we could be a close friend. i felt it from the very first time i talked to him but he just vanished. it really hurts! ouch talaga! nakakapanghinayang! huhuhu... so now, i'm a desperate girl searching him in friendster and hope to add him and get his number. i don't know what's on my head that i have the guts to do that. deym!

"hi" can really mean a lot...

wow! it's been a long time since it happened to me... hahaha! right now, my heart is just happy. i don't know, but it seems that everything is just falling into place. uhmm, career wise is different because my contract will expire on january 31, 2008. so, should i say goodbye to superferry?? i still don't know... there's still a part of me that wants to stay... but, we'll never know. me, too also don't have any idea of what might happen. so i'll just keep on praying. pray for myself and to val and donnie for our future in superferry.

this week is quite tiring because calls are pouring. as in Pouring with the capital P! i just experienced talking all day. but im surprised because i was really cool. hindi man lang uminit ulo ko. maybe the reason behind it is pink 5. =) he made me believe that having an inspiration is true and possible. hahaha! so, you ask why im like this? we did'nt see each other for 2 days, then nung nagkita kame, he came up to me and said "hi elvie, kamusta ka na?" OMG! and take note he went to my post pa! aint that sweet? =) i was suuper happy that day and para akong baliw na ngumingiti ng walang dahilan... =) actually up to this day when i think about it, it makes me smile. but the question is how long will i be like this? knowing myself it may last for a couple of months only. but if we end just friends just like renz, id still be glad anyway. speaking of renz, magka-message kame sa friendster... ok naman daw siya pa-travel travel na lang...

wow, is this real?? jonah texted me... hmmm.. ang galing! sakto, kaya pala napanaginipan ko siya kagabi. haha! i can't believe this is happening... almost everything is just falling into place talaga! medyo natatakot ako pero i should not have a doubt sa blessings na binibigay ni God. just keep the faith, keep on believing... God Bless you guys!

feelings...

i missed this place! i was so busy watching korean movies eventhough i.t blocked crunchyroll! oh ha?? "pag gusto may paraan". don't they know that? haha! i've watched she's on duty. it was action-comedy and i really enjoyed it! it was hilarious! the girl was really funny and the guy was hot! haha! im starting to love korean guys na! hehe! well, that day is feeling of laughter!

the next emotion i felt this week was pity and irritation. i just saw all the pain tetay had before she brought her second baby to the world... naks!!seriously it was really traumatic... after what happened i just don't want to have a labor... it was really painful... and i had to contain myself pa from crying as i was holding tet's hands. nakakapang-hina talaga.

irritation to the nurses, doctors and to michael. to the nurses because they are not accomodating and to the doctors, wala akong masabi sa kasungitan! saludo ako... and to michael, ever since he was introduced to us, we never liked him. why? because of so many reasons... even tetay can enumerate the reasons why... but still she can't leave him, why again?? WE DON'T KNOW!

hay... kawawa naman si kelry... tsk tsk...

happiness. because i just had a new crush! :) i'm soo happy! at first nung nagkausap kame i was uber tense! my god! but today, im ok now... medyo naiilang pa pero carry na... haha! go girl!

it' so frustrating!

i don't understand what's happening in this country and also the events these past few weeks. the bombing in glorietta and the never ending political issues! nakakasawa na. but what made me post is the latest regarding the former president estrada. after he was proven guilty then in a month or two he was given a pardon. WTF!! i don't get the point! after the years of trial it will just boil down to the decision of freeing him?? s**t! it really pissed me off!! aaargh!

breaking news!!!

"there was an explosion in glorietta 2 at around 1pm and killed 11 people."

that's the power of technology. the cellphone and the internet can bring you to places where important events happen. thanks to jon and she's bro for the news and to http://www.abscbnnews.com/ and http://www.inq7.com/ for the updated and broader infos regarding the explosion.

i just had a call from a pax asking for a consideration regarding his wife and daughter's tickets that was lost due to the commotion in glorietta (what a coincidence!). but all i could provide for him is that to be able to pursue to their trip they must buy another ticket. our procedure, as well as the other shipping lines is " lost ticket is lost" so i can't give him any considerations even if the life of his family was put in danger. :(

im am quite sad to what happened. that's the only mall nearest to my house and only place that i go to alone and stroll and only place i watch movies. tsk tsk... pano na ko niyan?? it will take time to fix it. tsk tsk... and also too bad to those who were there when it happened. the trauma and everything... tsk tsk... *sigh*

a moment to remember

i still can't get over of the movie a moment to remember. i'ts a suuper beautiful love story! it's a korean film and shown last 2004. i just watched it last saturday at the office with valerie at http://www.crunchyroll.com/. we were so touched by the film. val even cried. if you loved the notebook and 50 first dates im sure you'll like it also.

the actors were really good. the guy was hot also. he's not that gwapo pero pag tumingin, you'll be swept away! hehe... i really recommend everyone to watch this movie. ito ang true love!

falling out...

honestly it is not nice to wake up every morning that there is someone that you are not in good terms with and the fact that it is your friend... it hurts. i kept on saying that it doesn't affect me, well it is quite true because i don't let myself indulge to that feeling but in some way it will change things around me.

after it happened i kept on thinking if i was a bad friend. but as i try to understand everything i can say that i'm not. i was just a concerned friend trying to put things accordingly. but i was misinterpreted. she thought na pinaplastik ko siya. well, if that's what she thinks im fine with it. she has been a close minded for a long time now and i dont think that she will change.

only time and fate can tell if our friendship will be renewed. but for now it's not yet possible. i even deleted her number on my phone and i deleted her on my friendster account to cut any connections with her. but i guess it is impossible since we have the same circle friends. her friends are my friends also. and i won't give them up just for her. it may sound cruel but i won't choose her over them.

hindi masarap magkaroon ng kagalit pero kung ang paglayo ang makabubuti para sa lahat bakit hindi?

the people i miss...

right now i'm in the mood of remembering all the fun and unforgettable memories that i've experienced in my 20 years of existence here on earth... from my childhood memories... and up until my college days... all i could say... i miss the hell of them!! :)

childhood:

• do you know that at early stage of my kindergaten i already had a crush to one of my classmates?? i just forgot his name..
• on my first day of school my teacher called me to recite. i was so shy back then and guess what?? in front of the class i cried though i answered my teacher's question. my teacher was mrs. martos. yes, i still remember.
• my super close friend those days was apple. she's so cute but when i saw her again during highschool i was shocked because boyish na siya...

gradeschool:

• my first ever "serious" crush was hermogenes paraiso when i was in grade 2. we were classmates from grade 1-6. he was gorgeous back then!! haha! but come grade 6 i don't notice him na... hehe! nakakasawa eh...
• blanca imperial, marielle eusebio and johna paula gabriel were my besties during those times. we shared laughters and fights... haha! mga maldita kasi nagsama-sama..
• my close friends also include, irene llantos, mary rose andrada, van maclint patron (my ultimate enemy, but now were friends na and we even go out once in a while if jonah's here in manila...) sila lang ang medyo natatandaan ko eh... hehe

highschool:

• the very first close friend i had on my first year in southeastern college was my seatmates mary grace luna and eve lizeth ogalinola. naging ok naman kami kasi im nice eh.. hehe..
• shellane rodanilla and kenneth perez were by buddies pagdating sa uwian. kame lagi magkakasabay though we're not neighbors.
• jon-jon pabelico the class president naging close din kame sa hindi ko alam kung paano.
• then i became close to mommy chu, genesis, angele, jonah, joy and so on during sophomore...
• my new found friends in 3rd year and 4th were ariane "the transferee" limpin, arlene "mahinhin daw" escamilla, jake "yabang" tenorio, aldrin "mayabang din" pacpaco, and cecile "senswol" celestial... haha! i miss you guys!! hanggang text na lang ba tayo???
• 4th year hs was the best part of my hs life. so many gala, laughters, controversies, and even tears brought by our adviser ian espiritu. tsk... grabe yang teacher na yan... kahit makasalubong mo sa mall deadma lang... tsk.. feeling!! tsk tsk...

xmas '06 at jonah's house

college:

• in college, i've met a lot of people. i transferred from block to block until i found the right one that suited me. naks! mabuhay tayo! in my first block alma and kristine are the two good persons i ve met and sure i'll treasure them forever. mga super nice girls.
• hazel, liezl, karen, gemille and me-ann were also my besties... from group works to reports lagi kami magkakasama. kapit na sa matatag! hehe...
• liezl was my thesismate. from puyatan to ubusan ng pera magkasama kami.
• sheradee malubay, ang isa sa pinakamabait and mabuting tao na nakilala ko. sobrang daldal and prangka. i miss you she!!!
• most of my blockmates naman close kaming lahat. we shared so much laughters and beers! hehe... i remember teta, kreng, joem, jonah, marbhe when it comes to inuman sessions...
• kariza, jhen, ethel... i never thought na magiging close kami ng mga 'to... si kha, pag alphabetical ang seating arrangement lagi siyang nasa likod ko.. and it's a given na na lagi kaming magkadaldalan... pasimple siyempre baka madeads eh...
• the boys: jeff, marshall, randy, marc, benjo, edward and renz were my closest guy friends back then... konti lang naman kasi sila sa block eh... hehe...
• crushes: basta gwapo crush ko! hehe... one of unforgettable moments nung pinakilala ko ni benjo kay roy... awww! with matching shakehands pa!! kilig to the bones! :)

damn all these beautiful girls! :)

hay... nakakamiss talaga silang lahat... pero according to omay, namimiss mo lang ang isang tao pag siya ay kinalimutan mo... norman, ikaw ba yan?? hehe... thesismate ko yun na pasaway! tsk tsk...

i loooove pilipinas!!!

kahapon on the way na pauwi sa bahay from work sumakay ako ng lrt. on a saturday afternoon nagulat ako kasi sobrang dami ng tao sa tren. siguro 20 minutes akong naghintay para lang makasakay sa makakahinga naman ako. sa 3rd train sumakay na ko kahit na masikip pa din kasi gusto ko na talagang makauwi. grabe, nasa may pintuan na ako sa sobrang sikip. sa sobrang sikip magkakadikit na talaga kami ng sobra. sabi ko na nga lang sa isip ko "ang saya talaga sa pilipinas! lahat ng tao close". literally. bakit ko ito kinikwento?? kasi sa pangyayaring yun naisip ko na bakit nga ba masarap tumira dito sa Pilipinas at maging Pinoy??

maraming sumagi sa isip ko pero kung ililista mo parang hindi ko siya malagay lahat. despite sa dami ng mga pinoy na gustong pumunta sa ibang bansa ( isa na ako dun) at the end of the day mas pinipili pa din nila na umuwi sa 'Pinas para dito na tumanda.

isang factor kung bakit umaalis ang mga pilipino ay dahil sa hirap ng buhay dito. sinusubukan nila ang swerte sa lupang banyaga para mabigyan ng maginhawang buhay ang kanilang pamilya. nagtiis at nagpapakihirap sa isang lugar na bago sa kanila at milya ang layo sa kanilang pinanggalingan at mga mahal sa buhay. kung iisipin nating lahat, kung sana lang may mas magandang oportunidad sa kanilang sariling bayan hindi na nila kailangan na umalis ng bansa para doon magtrabaho. kung sana lang naging kasing yaman ng bansa natin ang amerika at mga bansang nasa europa wala ng ofws. sana lang...

nakaka-frustrate ang buhay dito sa 'Pinas pero marami din naman dahilan para mag-celebrate. mas pipiliin ko pa din na dito tumira habang-buhay. ang dahilan ko lang naman kung bakit ko gustong pumunta sa ibang bansa para rin kumita ng mas malaki. katulad ng dahilan ng iba.

pero since bata pa ako, mag-eenjoy muna ako sa yugto ng buhay kong ito. katulad ninyo, LET'S CELEBRATE!

p.s panalo si pacquiao kay barrera! galing!
p.p.s game 2: dlsu vs. ue (Go Ateneo! OBF!) :)

i love bball...players! :)

thanks to the forumers at atenista.net for making me feel good after the heartbreaking loss last sunday. i was really relieved.

anyways, what kept me busy these past 2 days? well, i just attended a birthday last tuesday in sampaloc, manila (happy bday she!). it was really an effort 'cause i live in pasay! we met up in times plaza at 6pm and it was raining. on the way the lrt was jampacked and there were no jeepneys! so we (mayeth, irish, valerie and me) to ride a taxi. it was really traffic. of course what would i expect? we passed quiapo and espana. it was fun and i was bloated though we just stayed there a couple of hours 'cause they still have work the next day.

hay.. im beginning to get crazy again... kaya nga ayoko ng ma-involve sa mga gwapong players na yan eh...hehe.. waaah!!! pls God help me to stop this craziness!!! every single minute i think about chris.. anu ba naman yan..!! i went through this stuff na before. from larry, wesley, and rich! even jc! haha! ganyan ako ka-praning! iba kasi ako magmahal.. sagad! haha!

pero this time iba na ata talaga itong nararamdaman ko. true love! haha! panu ba naman, since his rookie year crush ko na siya.. and sa lahat ng infos na nalaman ko i was sooo amazed. class valedictorian ng hs, star player, cutie-pie, mayaman and mukha naman nice.. what more can you get diba??? almost perfect! close to being one talaga! swerte ng gf niya.. ok, enough of this! im gonna give my love life a helping hand na. i have to have a boyfriend before this year ends para matigil na ang kahibangan ko. kasi pag hindi pa, baka mabaliw na ko kaka-imagine kay chris.. hehe..

magkikita rin tayo chris one of this days.. baka nga maging partners pa tayo sa business eh.. hehe.. nothing is impossible cause God works..! :)

heartbreaking...

Setember 30 (Sunday)
1 pm
i got out from the office. ride the lrt to meet up sheng in taft. we rode mrt and arrived at araneta at 2pm. on the way to gateway i told sheng that i dont want to see the word "sold out" which came to be realistic when i saw it on the screen in ticketnet! so there, we were one of many people who's ticketless. scalpers were all over the place but we were hesitant to approach them. we dont know how to start and we're shy. but suddenly, there was an angel that fall in front of us! she asked me if i do already have ticket. i said none yet. i though she just wanted to know 'cause she too has none. but as fate would have it, she sold her gen ad tickets to us! yahoo! we were so lucky because of all people we got it for only P50! haha! it was cheap because the price of gen ad for a sold out game is P100 from scalpers and it can go higher if there will be a bid. that was a lucky start, for all we know it was... :(

3:30pm
we were on top of araneta coliseum with sea of blue people. we were not seated because the place was jampacked. so again, we were standing all through out the game. i think anyone could feel the intensity and heat of the game. both schools wanted to win but there'll be only be one winner and that was came to be the archers. how did it happen? their shots was perfect. they defense to chris and ford were really stiff and they out-rebounded the eagles. the phantom calls also against nonoy really hurt the team. it was a painful loss. i was really hurt. and much more to me are the players. during the alma matter song, i could see how they were so hurt to the important game they badly needed to win to head on to the finals. eric even cried. chris was really down. while the greens were so happy. but that' it. after the 5 rounds of battle the archers will go back to taft rejoicing. while the eagles will have to go to katipunan scarred.

after the game
the blue eagles head on to Gesu to have a mass. as i've noticed chris was badly hurt.

upon waking up at 4:15 in the morning today the first thing that came to my mind was the loss. grabe, di ko na kayo toh. im soooo sad. huhuhu. lahat ng pangayayari nagfflashback sakin. upon arriving at the office i checked the forums in atenista.net. there was this guy who were so bitter about what happened. he's kind of blaming chris and the eagles. for me it's unfair because chris did his best to win it though medyo kinapos kahapon. he was tagged as a "cardiac kid" and "the big game" for nothing. he was the one who saved ateneo for losses over al lasalle for the 3 wins they had over them and yet he's the one to blame? i just don't get the point. chris has still 1 year eligibility but no one knows if he would still play next season. according to the forums also, he was even convinced by ateneo to play for this season. chris, management engineering grad and is about to finish (if not already finished) his double major in applied mathematics of finance. if he decides to suit up again next year (Chris please do!), he'll probably have an economics honors degree under his belt too. (wow! dreamboy talaga!) chris made his own name. he is an ateneo star. they even sell shirts that is about hi. the one thay i really like is TIUperwoman with a T logo just like superman. galing!

for every game super walang patid ang asaran sa araneta. ateneo's side: "wrong spelling" (haha! dlsu should blame it on their pep squad); "suspended" (well, totoo naman eh); and the one that i think really hit la salle is the statement shirt that in front reads "I passed the ACET" at the back "I'm sure YOU didnt" (Boom!) that is why they made a huge tarpaulin that has " #374(not sure) #488 'NUF SAID" (that's the world rankings of both schools. dlsu's side: "nu" (and so?); "bawal TIUmamba" (3 wins tsamba si tiu? sus!) hay, college basketball.. ansakit sa ulo. hehe

GO ATENEO! ONE BIG FIGHT! 'til next season!

nervous system.

after watching the game last thursday, i did nothing but to think what would be the outcome of today's game. i'm nervous, really nervous just thinking about it. but why am i really fuss up about this? maybe because im relieving the feeling again. i felt it years before and though feeling the butterflies in your stomach is uneasy it is still sooo much fun when a blue eagle scores. priceless.

keeping the faith

today, i will have an early out again to watch at araneta with sheng. i'm wearing blue to add support to the blue eagles and im also ready to shout, yell and scream! though my voice is important because this is what i need for my job. hehe. there are lots of things that runs on my mind right now. the what ifs. but im trying not to entertain it. i just have to keep my faith up there and to the players. whatever happens, mahal kita chris! hahaha! basta i believe to what coach norman said, "If there's chance, there's hope" so ONE BIG FIGHT!

one more time!

you've seen it in the news and read it on the papers, yes, you heard it right, admu blue eagles hangs on for another battle this sunday at the araneta coliseum for another blue and green clash. wohooo! the win was really unbelievable. i couldnt even contain myself for such joy during the final minutes when blue eagles took the lead from green archers. it was really amazing. hats off to chris tiu once again! at first he was off and couldnt find his mark but men, he made it a point to lift up the team from losing! to ford, he really improved! galing! im sooo happy! my early out from work was really worth it! from the CROWDED mrt from taft-cubao was hell but it was heaven after the game! the pain on my back and legs cause of standing all through out the game was even worth it! i just felt it today upon waking up.. hehe..

on sunday it would be a winner takes all battle. as what i read on the forums, blue eagles should forget the 3 wins they had against the archers. they should play like they have never won any game against them. to the players, ONE MORE TIME! FIGHT!

after game, me and sheng went to glorietta to stroll for a while and eat. jaki called and invited us to her house because its her birthday! happy bday jaki! :) anyway, muchu was there and pong (?) who looks like papa berns! haha! i cant even look at him cause i might burst with laughter! haha! and nane was right, topher is cutie pie! haha!

green and blue round 4

after the blue eagles won over ust last sunday their season will not yet be over for they still have to defeat dlsu twice and head on to the waiting red warriors. today will be a tough game for the boys. the pressure is high but they can win it for we believe. chris should get in the game this time and he should play the way he played ust. ford should also play smart and hard and get maierrhoffer. zion should also do a defensive stop and be aggressive to the rebounds. jai, yuri and eric must handle the ball safely to minimize turn-overs and steals. the boys should do their part to stay in the season and their 6th man will back them up. One Big Fight! One more time!

King Eagle

for today's game, il be having a half day to watch the game. actually i don't have tickets yet. me and sheng will have to gamble. hay, wish us luck to get an upper a ticket! we dont want to be seated in upper b coz every time we were seated there admu always lose. too bad. im soo nervous just thinking about the game. theres a butterfly in my stomach. haha!

(don't you guys notice that in my every post about blue eagles there's always a pic of chris tiu? am i starting to be obssess! haha! cutie pie kasi eh. can't help it! haha!)

petiks...

happy..! shalala... its so nice to be happy..! yahoo!! they did it!! galing galing ng mga batang yun oh.. congrats naman talaga blue eagles! One big fight! on thursday i want to see the green blooded! Go fight fight blue and white!

The 6th Man

Sunday is petiks day.

my typical sunday would include waking up early (depends on my sked) and go to work. talking, irritation, eating, yawning, and surfing the net! haha! illegal access! anyways, im soo bored in my post. thats the only cosideration. to watch at www.crunchyroll.com! :)

after work, if my schedule permits, i make it a point to catch a mass. yesterday i heard a mass all by myself cause i wasn't able to text ariane to go with me. anyway, its alright.

my shift today is so early. i had to wake up at 4:00 am just to prepare. may kasama pang pagalit yun kasi ang tagal ko tumayo sa kama. haha! super all through out the day here in the office antok lang ang naramdaman ko. pag talaga morning shift ko im sleep deprive. huhuhu.. pityful.

(the pic above is from www.fabilioh.com)

one big fight!

good luck to the blue eagles! you've come this far kahit na medyo kinapos against dlsu pero kaya yan! everybody step up! fight! beat uste! :)

ad majorem dei gloriam :)

F for France.

it's quite a long time since the last time i veer away to the city. uhmm, i can't even remember when was it and where we've been. but anyways, there's stil a chance to do that if i can have a free time so that i can treat myself from months of just working. since ive read bianca and patty's blogs i was so inspired how they travel to different places and countries. i was envy that one day i can do that also if i have enough money of course! so, for this post i'll show the places i want to visit!! wow! sarap! just wait for me parisians!


Bon jour, France



Eiffel Tower

( siyempre given na yan, lahat naman ata gusto makita yan and magpa- picture! hehe)

Disney Land ( Paris)

( Disney Land! Yahoooo!! hello mickey, hi minnie! tweety! oopss, looney tunes pala yun! hehe)

Louvre Museum

( Since The Monalisa is the most popular painting in the world, iwant to find out why.. kikindat ba siya?? haha)

Sarap nila puntahan diba??

i bleed blue!!

ONE BIG FIGHT!

Chris Tiu My Dreamboy! :)

After a year of hiatus, me and sheng finally watched "the game"! yahoo! it was a much coveted deciding game against dlsu where whoever wins will get a twice to beat advantage. but unfortunately, admu lost by 1 point! huhuhu.. man, almost but not quite! SAYANG talaga! graabe!! now, they have to win over ust to be able to face dlsu and beat them twice to make it to the finals. it will be really tough but mga pare, kaya niyo yan..!! kaya yan!!

I miss you chris!! panis pa rin talaga sila sayo noh?? galing galing mo talaga! keep it up pare! dalhin mo blue eagles sa finals! beat ust and dlsu! OBF!

what was your dream???

since bata ako marami na akong naging pangarap sa buhay. minsan kong pinangarap na maging mekaniko nung grade 1-3 pa ako. nung grade 6, abogada at flight stewardess. then nung higschool businesswoman and advertiser naman. as i realized medyo tumuntong na ko sa lupa nung hs na ako kasi medyo makatotohanan na siya eh.. hehe..

college naman and until now, well kapalan na ng mukha pero artista and model! panis! hahaha! dream ko din na magkaron ng biillboard sa edsa! ayus!! simpleng panagarap pero mahirap abutin noh?? so ang nangyari nagyon, nakalutang na naman ako.. tsk.. too bad.. makababa na nga sa lupa ulet.. hehehe

ayan ang mga pangarap na tinatago ko lang sa sarili ko. pero ngayon alam na ng mundo. pero sa totoo lang yan ang mga pangarap na pansarili ko lang. pero syempre sa bawat pangarap ko gusto ko kasama ang pamilya ko. kasi naniniwala ako na "iiwan ka ng lahat pero hindi ng pamilya mo". kaya hanggang di ako nag-aasawa gusto ko kasama ko sila. mahirap, malungkot, nakakainis and nakakasawa minsan ang mga pakiramdam na nararanasan ko pag may mga bagay na nangyayari sa amin pero at the end of the day, masaya pa rin kasi buo kayo and magkakasama sa hirap. walang iwanan kumbaga.

simple lang ang gusto ko ngayon, na makapag-provide ako sa kanila. saka ko na muna iisipin ang sarili ko dahil sa tinagal- tagal ko sa mundong ito, lagi nila kaming inuunang magkakapatid, lalo na ng nanay ko na sobra sobra ang paghihirap at sakripisyo sa amin. kaya nga mahal na mahal ko yun sobra eh. the best na nanay sa buong mundo. :)

kaya kayo, love your family..

the living wig and bunot.. bow!

im excited to update my blog and tell you how stupid i am! yes! i now regret cutting my hair SHORT! waaaah!! my hair is a BIG BIG MESS!! i look like a living bunot and i look like im wearing a wig! huhuhu... hindi pala, ok lang na i cut my hair short pero sana pala di na ko nagpa-relax! badtrip! grrrr.. hay, wala na kong magagawa kundi maghintay.. maghintay.. maghintay na humaba siya ulet! huhuhu.. hay, i even prayed na sana pag-gising ko the next day eh mahaba na siya ulet.. that would have been cool!! right?? haha!! crazy!

anyway, i just have to move on.. as nane said "shit happens" and that shit was my FAULT! huhuhu..

before and after

ok na. tama na. oa na. how would i wrap this week?? hmmm.. actually yun lang pala nangyari sakin.. hehehe.. tambay lang sa house. ang sarap! sana off ko na lang palagi.. hahaha..

know what?? i want to resign.. i want a real job!! hindi ko naman minamaliit maging call center agent pero this is not what i want.. this is not the job that i foresee myself doing for the next 5 or even 10 years..

alam niyo ba na ang hirap kaya ng work ko.. you should be able to handle all the freaking stress that your callers give you.. minsan, gusto mo ng gumanti sa mga pinag-sasasabi nila pero, NO hindi pwede! hindi pwede dahin they are always right kahit minsan hindi!! grrr...

stop na.. enough na ang grievances.. hehe.. it's still a blessing kasi after i graduated the day after they called me and im off for training.. thank you to the one up there! :)

descrepancy.. kahiya!!

nakakainis, on my very first post eh nagkamali pa ko.. aargh!! anyway, okay lang yan, just look closer sa screen para mabasa niyo yung 1st paragraph... hehehe..

soon i'll post my pics so you can see my new 'do.. yeah yeah, from long to short hair just to follow that "trend" or specifically the "victoria beckham 'do".. you'll ask if i regret it?? of course not! it was life changing kaya!! i thought i could not do it but well, I DID!! astig!! haha!!

this is achievement!! yeehheeey!!

i want to congratulate myself for accomplishing atleast one of my wishlist or rather goal by having my very own.. BLOG! naks, yabang eh napag-iwanan na naman kasi ang tagal nang nag-eexist nito... haha!! pasensiya naman kasi ive been soo busy on my friendster account which i find it boring na these days.. and kasi i think i've changed a lot since i started working.. i've been too emotional.. ganyan talaga welcome naman ang lahat ng CHANGES na dumarating sa buhay.. i find it healthy and exciting.. :)

next naman, i want to thank bianca gonzalez and patty laurel for inspiring me to make this blog... for clarification, we're not friends and they dont even know that i exist..haha! i just read their blogs and i find it sooo cool to share your thoughts to the world.. i also enjoy looking at their pictures taken from different countries! ASTIG! gusto ko din mag travel!! pero i really need to save up for that trips.. SOON!! I have to talaga!! i want to see the world!! so fat, my soon to be travel buddy, lets SAVE UP!! NOW NA!! :)

hhmm.. its a saturday pero here i am working.. oh yeah they are paying me for internet access!! hehe.. evil! im sooo happy that admu won over dlsu for the 2ND time!! YEEESSS!! Happiness talaga!! hahaha!! one big fight!! :D